nydeohcat 的个人博客 http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com 又一个 WordPress 站点 Sun, 27 Nov 2011 15:43:53 +0000 en hourly 1 Movie of 2011 http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/movie-of-2011.html http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/movie-of-2011.html#comments Sun, 27 Nov 2011 15:43:53 +0000 Nineveh http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/?p=128

]]> http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/movie-of-2011.html/feed 0 Hello world! http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/hello-world.html http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/hello-world.html#comments Fri, 08 Apr 2011 19:59:36 +0000 Nineveh http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/?p=1 欢迎使用 WordPress。这是您的第一篇日志。您可以编辑它或是删除它，然后开始写您自己的博客。

]]> http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/hello-world.html/feed 1 I'm fine http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/im-fine.html http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/im-fine.html#comments Wed, 09 Feb 2011 00:00:00 +0000 Nineveh http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/diary,35449911.shtml Well,let's see.After you decide that I'm depressed or whatever,you will throw me a med,right?As i know,hundreds of people who swallow them,they are all doing fine,really.I wilI got back to work and take my new antidepressants.Had dinner with my parents,persuade them that im back to being normal,and it never gives me any trouble.Then one day,someone ask me to marry him.He would be nice enough and that will make my parents very happy.The first year we make love all the time,then the second and third less and less.but,just as we are getting sick of each other,I will pregnant.taking care of kids,working on the jobs,paying mortgages...that will keep us on even keel for a while.And then,ten years into it,he will have an affair...Because I'm...too busy and im too tired.And when i found out,I would to kill him...his mistress...myself.We will get passed it.In a few years,he goes have another one.And this time,I just pretend that I dont know,becasue...Somehow giving in to fast just doesnt seem worth the trouble this time.And you know,I'm happy at least a few days.Sometimes,wishing my kids could have the life that I never had.Other times...secretly pleased their trying to be duplicates of me.I'm fine...Really.

]]> http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/im-fine.html/feed 0 why are you sad? http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/why-are-you-sad.html http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/why-are-you-sad.html#comments Mon, 25 Oct 2010 00:00:00 +0000 Nineveh http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/diary,33994504.shtml Q. why are you sad?

A. there's really no answer for this.its's just the way i am.but maybe the real question is:why aren't YOU sad?i mean,look around you.we live in a fucked up world full of fucked up people and horrible things.there are so many reasons to be sad,and i can't help but feel the weight of those things as i walk around in my day-by-day life.so maybe i'm chemically imbalanced.or maybe i'm not the freak.maybe you're just insensitive and so trained to ignore what's really going on,or to overcompensate for it with overzealous optimism and positivity.



]]> http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/why-are-you-sad.html/feed 0 GuangZhou Stuff http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/guangzhou-stuff.html http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/guangzhou-stuff.html#comments Wed, 24 Mar 2010 00:00:00 +0000 Nineveh http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/diary,31903666.shtml
大快活的早餐总是让人很欢乐
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]]> http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/guangzhou-stuff.html/feed 1 又一年 http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/%e5%8f%88%e4%b8%80%e5%b9%b4.html http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/%e5%8f%88%e4%b8%80%e5%b9%b4.html#comments Wed, 30 Dec 2009 00:00:00 +0000 Nineveh http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/diary,30829481.shtml 刚才在狂发求职信的时候发现126邮箱有个好玩的功能，给未来的自己写信。我兴致冲冲的填上标题，面对空白的邮件我语塞了。
    
好吧，我承认过去的一年是无耻的，尽管我对自己的碌碌无为习以为常；过去的一年是半途而废的，尽管这和我优柔寡断的个性没直接联系。我就是这么麻木的过了一年，几百部电影、形形色色的陌生人、咖啡和香烟、大量八卦帖子、昼伏夜出、各类酒精、硬盘装不下的音乐、不定期的奇遇......这些是我生活的主旋律。直到有一天在大巴车上花了一个小时终于理清了头绪。我得让自己置于死地而后生。
    
在未来的一个月我将“裸奔”在四个城市之间，没错是“裸奔”，挺慌乱的。
    
新年新生活，没什么不好。
    
Life is a struggle......
    
我们又做了一年朋友，我祝你们快乐。

]]> http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/%e5%8f%88%e4%b8%80%e5%b9%b4.html/feed 0 时尚扒瞎 http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/%e6%97%b6%e5%b0%9a%e6%89%92%e7%9e%8e.html http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/%e6%97%b6%e5%b0%9a%e6%89%92%e7%9e%8e.html#comments Fri, 29 May 2009 00:00:00 +0000 Nineveh http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/diary,25772196.shtml 端午长假,自个扒瞎.

500万象素的机子做个山寨版的还是够用了.

11111

]]> http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/%e6%97%b6%e5%b0%9a%e6%89%92%e7%9e%8e.html/feed 3 通往地窖门 http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/%e9%80%9a%e5%be%80%e5%9c%b0%e7%aa%96%e9%97%a8.html http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/%e9%80%9a%e5%be%80%e5%9c%b0%e7%aa%96%e9%97%a8.html#comments Thu, 21 May 2009 00:00:00 +0000 Nineveh http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/diary,25615853.shtml
我越发一部好的电影不仅因剧情,画面,原声等元素相辅相成,更重要的是它能激起你表述的欲望.当然,这里的"好坏"与否得建立在个人的口味之上.


<死亡幻觉>

◆首先就不一一赘述剧情了,电影里有段台词是这么说的:"无神论者是认为这个世界上没有显示"神"存在的证据,而不可知论者则认为虽然世界上没有显示"神"存在的证据但他们不否认"神"存在的可能性."

可知论认为一切客观体都具有可知性,而不是认为人能够遍知宇宙物质分布状态、运动趋势和运动规律.它强调的是物质可以被认识,但并不关心人的认知能力.支持可知论的主要是唯物主义者和主观唯心主义者,但两者又有质的区别.

主观唯心主义者都认为自己的主观情绪,经验,感觉等是世界的本源,而客观唯心主义者认为世界的本源是客观的神秘力量,如神,理念等,他们认为这些东西很神秘,不是人的力量能感知到的.这就是上述所讲的不可知论者了.

在相当长的时间内甚至现在亦然,我纠结于三者之间.不断的产生疑问又不断的否定.如果怀疑意识本身那我产生怀疑的这个"意识"又有何意义?怀疑?不怀疑?可以怀疑?

所有问题都可以归结于陈述表述方式,不加以褒贬地主观臆断,似乎任何表达都有成为真理的可能性.



◆关于地窖门
电影中讲道:有个著名的语言学家曾说,在千万英语措辞组合中"地窖门(Cellar Door)"是最美丽的.



◆最后不得不说结尾的原声跟剧情衔接的很妙

-周围是我熟悉的面孔
-破旧的世界,疲惫的面孔
-他们新生的脸孔透着光华
-无处可去
-眼镜沾满泪水
-不要说
-把头藏起来,我要忘掉哀伤
-没有明天
-我觉得这很有趣
-这很令人神伤
-我梦到我已经死去,真是美妙
-我难以启齿
-难以接受
-人们在兜圈
-这是一个如此疯狂的世界

但,终究,所有生物都只有孤单的死去.....

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就像死完又死"----<搏击俱乐部>就信手拈来用上了.现在回想来有种宿论感,预示着将要发生的事.

前年的这个时候我还在跟小姑拼酒,今天她就走了......表弟很坚强自始至终都没哭,因为他答应妈妈不会哭."How
many roads must a man walk down,Before you call him a man?"

既然现实世界残忍的蔑视了个体自我的存在,那个体就索性通过对既存自我的抛弃去构筑心底深处的另一个自我.恰恰
这强硬的另一个自我可以抵御残忍的现实.即便无望也义无反顾地在既存事物的强势威力下去铸造强硬的自我:从梦幻
里听出的神圣呼声往往是矢志抛开一切有关内心感受和安详感幻想的呼唤,一种"没有所弃,就没有所得"的原则.思索性
的回忆想从前世界的残忍中学会用自己的坚韧去战胜现世界的残忍.这种坚韧是逆反地通过对既存世界,对外在自我的
抛弃构建起来的.

]]> http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/be-a-man.html/feed 2 年终小结 http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/%e5%b9%b4%e7%bb%88%e5%b0%8f%e7%bb%93.html http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/articles/%e5%b9%b4%e7%bb%88%e5%b0%8f%e7%bb%93.html#comments Wed, 31 Dec 2008 00:00:00 +0000 Nineveh http://nydeohcat.blogcn.com/diary,22229319.shtml 我兵荒马乱的08年，上半年浑噩过去，下半年措手不及


关键词一：复习
刚开始用了半个月的时间啃完了两本《外国建筑史》，欧洲中世纪的圣马可，圣索菲亚，圣保罗，圣迦尔，圣塞南直接把我看哭...


关键词二：课程设计
前三个月还算平静，只做了俩设计.最后一个月抽风似的连做了6个设计+三门考试+两个快题.这我到也挺住了,于是我继续抽风似的接了四个高层+三个小游园设计.如今只能两天一睡打破了我半年没再通宵的记录.


关键词三：减肥
这里有个段子:跟小C聊到在食堂吃饭的事,我说:""我喜欢把饭打回寝室边看"越狱""犯罪现场"啥的边吃".小C说:"那玩意儿一个星期才出一集呢",我说:"是啊,我一星期才吃一顿饭".小C:"......"就这样我硬是把减掉的30斤保持住了.


关键词四：8年痒不痒
W同学跟谈了8年的女人分了,这让我们所有人都接受不了.
L同学跟谈了8年的男人要结婚了,终于.

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